Infused Contemplation

indo indo indo.

2009-12-08T14:43:00.002+08:00

yum, food has been so cheap and yummy. hopefully, my stomach will take everything well =X feel so guilty right now. o.O i need to get rid of the excess soon. lol. but its so hard to resist; soto, mie and everything is calling me to eat it. I'm so going to die alone and fat. i hate jemmy for calling me fatty 1. >:O

lots of things i gotta do. currently drafting my grandpa's house on autocad. don't understand why there's no softcopy of the drawings in the first pl. OMG! typical indonesia. drawn by hand and no other back up.

btw i had fun today =) attended a makeup course in the morning. since i have nothing to do in indo sho just fill my time learning something.

ok then. i'm off, need to pick up grandpa soon. =p

FYI: internet is so dodgy here.

2009-12-04T23:12:00.001+08:00

OFF to jakarta tomorrow.

i shall blog about my 21st bday soon. busy arranging before i head back. =)

stress stress stress!!! archi-torture!!!

2009-09-22T19:50:00.003+08:00

CRUNCH TIME!!!
folio and everything and i mean everything (so big projects now!!)!!! ARGH!!!! stressful time again!!!!

only can begin to relax on the 30 oct =(
luckily no exams.

but still...
SAVE ME!!!!!

my lousy comeback =(

2009-09-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

been away for so long!!! but my masters coursework now is so busy. so tired o.O i miss just being able to chill lots and hang out with ppl. the higher we go i guess the more to do =.=

just been out to Chez pierre today for dinner, catching up with high sch friends since the past 3yrs not meeting up- much to talk about altho it did feel kinda awkward at first. =X French FOOD yum =D

anyways my graduation is next wk on the 16th sept. YAY!!! at least that's 1 pt i reached in life. OOOh!!!!!! that also means mum and dad is coming =D

omg...i seriously have no current motivation whatsoever to write this. coz i'm currently so tired most of the time. i hope this update u guys, especially tubs. i'm doing great but there is just a much more hectic lifestyle tts all. but good news is that i HAVE NO EXAMS anymore =) just LOTS of freaking HUGE assignments and writtings. EEeeeekkkk!!!

random thought:
i miss playing Theme Hospital. i <3 vista ="("> i hope gek, yx, amy and the rest are doing great. fyi, i'll try to get an internship in singapore ok? so i can try to spending longer times with u guys. i know i've been away most of the time compared to anyone in tubs =( but hopefully i can get one there. >.<

<3<3<3
(things will only clear up in november , bleh. )

OucH !!!!!

2009-07-10T21:15:00.002+08:00

OUCH!!!!!!!!!

pain....eeeeekkk!!! actually not everything just the left lower jaw. its so swollen. but i was so hungry, so i ate like heaps. =x ( shh.... shall not speak no evil = less sinful LOL)

anyways, feeling whoosy so i'm watching tv first. having a headache. i got photos i'll post up when i feel ok o.O hopefully by tm i'll feel heaps better.

signing off now with 4 missing teeth ! x.X

p.s> i hate the taste of blood. euweeeee.........

PS. Cafe, i love u!!!!!

2009-07-02T14:37:00.004+08:00

yuM YuM yum...

i have totally satisfied my crab craving XD thanks to Tim, gek and amy. yest night was fun~ness. (altho the crab wasn't the best of the best but it was still great ---> absence makes the heart grow fonder <3) hahaha, the voucher incident. *tehehehehhe... karma much!??! =.=

DESSERT... --> PS. cafe , i so love the place =D
pretty, and plus we had awesome chillax time. chit-chat... can't believe i missed out heaps on news and everything o.O , comes with being absent all the time i guess.

can't wait for my next escapade =) *wink, wonder where i'll go tm night.

xoXo, u know u love me. XD

p.s. photos are on fb =p

"people" & budget airline seats

2009-07-01T06:52:00.001+08:00

just arrived in singapore!!!!

budget airlines... seriously BUDGET!!! omg plane ride was so uncomfortable coz the fat dude beside me kept nudging me his elbow practically took up 1/4 of my space =.= so i had to like sit leaning to one side.

but looking around, there was so many funny ways ppl sleep on budget airs. there's this lady who was trying so hard to find the correct position to slp. she tried, putting her head on the table, leaning on the window and finally she lean back and put her leg on top of the table >.< funny ways seriously, how comfy is that!!!!

oh yar and there was this dude who sat in front of me, he kinda wanted to argue with me that he should store his hand lugguage right under his seat, i kept telling him it was supposed to be under the front seat. man!!! what a newbie!!! LOL.

anyways, budget all the way =/ i'm tired now, gonna go get some shut eye =.=

off to eat dinner with tubs tonight =)

P.S. > thanks to those that had dinner with me and sent me to the airport last night <3

facebook much?!

2009-06-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

facebook?! and it all =.= makes it so darn hard to completely concentrate & focus with studying.

omg look, i'm so sitting in front of this huge imac screen studying and at the same time monitoring restaurant city, funny huh? and the fb quizzes. hahaha seriously i do some of them just for the heck of it. well studying history and philosophy is hell boring when it contradicts with everything is never ending. some fb quizzes are hell stupid tho like , which is the most attractive feature of u; darn...i like really don't care. but i'm so bored with reading that that lameness is enough to sustain me from it. =.= i know i sho so get a life. LOL! ARGH!!

see this is the most recent quiz i did. hahaha...

Nichole just took "Affection based on month of birth"quiz.

Nichole just analyze their affection level.

For Nichole Chow who birth on month November below are their affection analysis :

- Has a lot of ideas
- Difficult to fathom
- Thinks forward
- Unique and brilliant
- Extraordinary ideas
- Sharp thinking
- Fine and strong clairvoyance
- Can become good doctors
- Careful and cautious
- Dynamic in personality
- Secretive
- Inquisitive
- Knows how to dig secrets
- Always thinking
- Less talkative but amiable

seriously can't wait to get this over and done with. >.<

well, what's been going on lately... hmm... let's just say almost pretty much nothing. but something's bothering me for quite awhile now. especially when i'm caught in the middle of crap. it sucks big time not being able to really talk about the obvious. oh well... i feel like a sandwich =.=" just hoping that i'm dealing with it the right way and not the opposite.

exams coming i better be studying. gotta seriously pick up the slack.

btw i just got a new flickr a/c to post up photos; had only managed to get 2 up.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/nicholechow

btw tubs, as yixian's been asking, yes i'm coming to Singapore on the 1 jul and i'll be staying till the 16 jul. so yeh its pretty long. hope i'll manage to catch up with u all b4 the extraction of my wisdom teeth. i need to binge eat!!! and in desperate need of entertainment in singapore.

hmmm anyways i'm hungry, i'm off to find food around the house now. =p

P.S> pls tell me early if u guys want anything from aus.

it's rainy now.

A tribute to someone's loss.

2009-04-12T00:49:00.001+08:00

It's awfully hard to say goodbye to the person we love, especially living in the world we are living in today. But time heals all wounds. Time unravels things which we'll realize we'd miss. Memories; pleasant ones, makes things bearable for awhile before we know it's time to move on.

I'm so sorry my dear friend that i wasn't with you at your side in this time of your need. This message might even be late. Whatever it is, you should know that i offer my sincere condolences to you and your family. And also, even though i'm physically absent my heart still cares, and i hope that this may ease your troubled heart.

a TOTAL new~ness, with a great change =p

2009-03-24T11:34:00.004+09:00

Tried to put everything into perspective again before i started blogging =p
so this is me returning from the "DEAD" XD muahahaha.

It's a good thing i'm only taking 1 unit this semester, so i can actually do the things i really like for once. Digital Photography & portraiture, filling my time =) Curcial time to save up money to buy an imac and a slr cam. hahahaha!!! MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

anyways tonight koko's coming back whooo hooo!!! i wonder if he has muscles or still the same =.= and donuts are coming. Cebi's coming back too, she better bring me chocolates. >.<

yummy food is here =p since mum's gonna be here for the next mth. break time for me.

CHANGE...
curcial change for a whole new year. Obviously it's great so at least when i turn 21 it's gonna mean smtg =) (self-contentment) Much i'd like to regret of it being a waste of time, but it's fact that without that i wouldn't have made a step to move on. So whatever it is, disappointment or not, maturely i'll be thankful. At least i got a glimpse of what i could be now. Surprisingly, i got over it so quickly this round. Change must be that effective huh? oh well...hope all goes well and is for the best.

All stories, even the ones we love must come to an end, rite? Before another great tale begins.

a new tale, a new me, and i'm hopeful for new things to come ...

steph's c15 bday

yuvina's bday
(scrapbook delivery)

p.S> can't seem to get that dream out of my head >,<

2009-01-10T13:40:00.002+09:00

currently in Singapore. Meeting up with Tubs tm. =)

this trip has proved to be awesome. brought yuvina to sighseeing and shopping with kevin and all has been fun!!! =) fun photo XD!

keeping this short but just an update tto make everyone jealous of what fun i'm having =p

been to sentosa, clark quay, orchard rd and vivo !!!
lots still to come !

P.S> wonder what anne and steph they all are up to ? hmmmm?

2009-01-03T00:51:00.003+09:00

HEADS UP!!!

i'm coming to singapore on the 7 jan!!! staying till the 14th =)

Hols over in Indo have been quite packed and FULL on!! looking forth of wads to come in Sg. =p Have been busy with my cousins; my awesome cousins and someone freaking envy's them. (no...u can't have them milo!!) hahaha. other than that was just catching up with friends like Milo, Jem and Erwin and others too. but ummm...mostly with them.

New Years EVE at X2 in Plaza Senayan was hell awesome. pt taken; maybe its becoz i was high. freaking high. hahahha. i swear i didn't see the popcorns thrown at me! and u guys are mean!! u kept throwing them =( bleh. i'll get u guys back!!!

anyways just an update to my posts!! Merry Xmas and Happy New Year 09!!
lets see what the new year holds...hahaha i got my new year resolutions =0

2008-11-29T23:09:00.014+09:00

Blogging was put on hold for a while now. Time to back track =)

My 20th B'day

9 Marys - 17 Nov

This is one of the Birthdays i get to spend with mum around. The past usual thing was just close friends, nothing massive or anything like that. Times have changed, in the past few years. Back then, I usually fly right after my birthday so i could catch up with TUBS and celebrate with them back in S'pore; plus gek's birthday is the same as mine.
This year it was pretty much what I'd hope it would be. Just with a couple of close friends and family, meant so much to me even though there was one person who was missing. Anyways i couldn't ask more for it was that close to perfect. And them having to take the time off their studies for exam for that few hours meant much more to me than they could imagine. Deep down i was contented.
The midnight calls and online birthdays wishes was great and I was surprised with the fact that so many people bothered to wish me. haha... that's why i replied them one by one =p
I hope the people at that dinner namely, my 2 brothers, yuvina, steph, anne and mum enjoyed it as much as i did. You guys made my 20th bday so memorable.

Thanks for the awesome cake and card steph =) so much effort in that crucial time...hmm...you should be studying -.-

Toto Resto- 20 Nov

Traditional dinner; friends; invitations etc. The usual thing. Let's see... the people that turned up; my 2 brothers, Erwin, Yuvina, Steph, Fransisca, Julia, Betty, Anne, Tze Hao, Garett, Bao li and Jemmy. Feel so bad that i couldn't invited more, esp Jack -.- LOL! (*guilty)
hmm...sitting positions, well some of you get it some of you don't =p
But dinner was fun =) other than the fact that Tze was trying to get me drunk. Ktv afters was just fun =)

B'day's...just another day i guess where friends and family get together. But what makes it so important is the acknowledgement of what my parents has done for me and i take that they to thank them dearly.

Thanks to all, for making my birthday so memorable!!
xoXo

2008-11-29T10:22:00.002+09:00

I still believe that generosity is its own reward,
that kindness will prevail,
that might does not make right,
that a soft answer turns away wrath.

I still believe that there is a power in gentleness,
that there is more to us than flesh and bone,
that life will bring more happiness if lived for peace and not possessions.

I still believe people of gentleness and faith can change the world one unseen, unsung, unrewarded kindness at a time.

I still believe what we have bears much more good than bad,
that in my heart there's still a place for you,
that is irreplaceable, no matter how hard i try to change it.

I still believe that I am someone special to you even though we never say it enough,
that you'll try to do the things for the better even though they're not always right,
but you do them because you love me.

I still believe that the world I live in is empty without you,
that many of my life's adventures starts and end with you,
that you bring emotions to me that makes me feel human.

I still believe I love you and nothing in this world can make me stop.

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As naive as i may still believe, I can't give you up and when you chance upon this and read it, I hope you believe too.

2008-11-15T22:07:00.002+09:00

MYSTERY FLOWER PERSON ....who are u?

you know...
i've hope for something special to happen and i guess the dozen of roses caught me by surprise. Not gonna deny that it made my day. So who ever you are...THANKS =)

but somehow i'd really like to know who it is. just curious. Altho it isn't my birthday yet...u'll be remembered for sure .

P.S> xoxo to you too.

2008-10-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy with folio and all the upcoming events like BJ's grad, nick's bday and all...
hahaha...

POSTING is gonna be on HOLD.

till after my folio submission which is on the 31 Oct.

Adios!!! and wish me luck on folio's =p

P.S> will update all the events then =)

2008-10-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BJ

didi's bday!!! 18 already huh brian. i swear u've been waiting for this day.
1. murdoch college can stop bugging us about guardian crap stuff
2. u're legal to do almost everything!!!
well...i hope u enjoyed today although it wasn't big or anything but it was fun with plenty of laughs =) enjoy ur defensive driving course from me and nick; and the BOSE headphones from the rest.
best of luck for ur future endeavours and the upcoming exams.

"our dreams may lead us to different places in life; but we'll always call one place home."
i may never say this enough but no matter where life takes me to, u'll always have a place in my heart because i love you.

2008-10-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

End of the week....friday!! oooO...had so much fun at Springfeast yest selling stuff esp when me, nick and steph were shouting....HELL FUNNY!!! felt stupid but it was supposed to be fun =p hahaha...sore throat since 2 days ago just gotten worse...to............temporary 'mute-ness' *.*

tonight was awesome...haven't had a dinner or outing with the rest in awhile...ever since my mum came. Went to eat a Ciao Italia for dinner with mum, nick, brian, anne and erwin...dinner convo was so good tho bits of it was just plain awkward -.- eekk....hahah...anne u gotta catch up with ur indo...see u don't understand like lots of it.

after dinner....MOVIE TIME. brian and mum went home. so erwin drove me, nick and anne to Carousel where we met steph to watch Babylon AD. the movie wasn't good. but i still had a good time rite.....steph??? muahahahha. *wink.....ssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and yar....no 'lightbulb' steph chu!!! ain't official or anything....i don't even have an answer yet....hopefully it's yet to come. but we'll see....

anyways...haven't been blogging in ages...but soon its gonna be crunch time!!! coz my hols starts on the 31 oct....this time round and b4 that date there's quite a bit to do...relief is that this sem ain't that bad compared to the last. =)

but...i sho mention bits of the events that i've missed out. ^.^

Asia Cocktail...fun fun fun!!! drinks were diluted tho. i had a good time till my car got banged by some losers....and didn't want to exchange details. oh well....insurance got it fixed already now.

Betty's 21st bday. was late...felt bad but i had to have a family dinner...anyways gave a short speech for betty i hoped she liked it. and the mystery missing camera thingo still isn't resolved...i'm so curious what the hell happened to it.

i meant what i said betty ' ...people come and go in our lives, some stay longer and others just for awhile but life's a journey...and in turn i wish u the best for what's more to come'

that's about it i guess about the recent events...soon it'll be garett, brian and nick's bday....still wondering about presents and all....hmmm..... thinking...and still thinking....anyways it's late a time for me to get my shut eye. need to rest...hate being sick.

xoXo

2008-09-22T21:20:00.005+08:00

End of the mid-term 'so-called' break {'~'}

hmm...Break??

Anne's birthday picnic and ktv (notice there's been alot of ktv-ing going on this yr...wonder why?~~)
pretty much staying home (domestication..if u get what i mean)

home...doing studio design stuff in front of the telly. oh well...sounds weird rite? but it works for me =p I know i'm like weird anyways =x plus i got a new game =) ooOOOooo....awesome as it is!!! it's SPORE!!! playing and playing....weeeeee... so addicted to it.

was watching Australian Idol yesterday...lets say i've been looking up some of the 80's songs...hehehehe...i mean i know them but just thought of looking them up again =) like:
True Colours - Cyndi Lauper, I Wanna Know What Love Is - Foreigner

i mean usually i hear a song again somewhere and then look for them again eventho i know it. Nick and me heard this awesome song in Subway... haven't heard it for awhile; Forget it - Breaking Benjamin. wonder if anyone knows it =)

peak hour is anyways a crap time to drive...but sometimes there's just things that'll crack me up on the radio...hahaha. those that go to uni with me and Nick totally gets it rite? like macker ads and stuff. today... i wonder if it was call the Hippy Shak or Shake or something like that. it's a burger shop that sells burgers...burgers that have funny names. like "Oh My God", "Heart-stopper" anyways i swear if i find that place i'll try it out!

back to UNI mode. bleh. just got my outline for folio...lots to do as usual =p and gotta get a move on with the Spring Feast stuff...eeekk!!! it's soon. Nick just left for his interview in Canberra and is gonna be back tm. GOod Luck =) and best of luck for those having exams or assignments due too...aww...i miss you guys!!

Peak hour Drivers TUNE IN TO 92.9FM!!! hahahaha....

xoXo

2008-09-07T19:11:00.001+08:00

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2008-09-01T14:32:00.004+08:00

Erwin's Bday lunch at Hyatt!! =)

hahaha....everyone dressed up hey.... but all of the girls freaking ditch me and left me to wear white alone?!?!? what's that all about. bleh. anyways lunch was awesome THANKS ERWIN!!! i was so full afters...no need to eat dinner as well... =p i'll be uploading some photos up on facebook... easier to upload there i guess...

went to watch hell boy 2 yest...guess not everyone went since they had their own stuff to do...was just left with me, steph, nick and anne... hmm....didn't want to go home that soon and waste the effort dressing up =x

remember the soundtrack yest steph?

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know
I can't smile without you I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through I just can't smile without you

anyways...mum coming this thursday yay!!! plus hmm...i'm wondering who's going for Asia Cocktail....go or not?!?!??! thinking.........

2008-08-22T22:02:00.005+08:00

been quite busy this wk from having things due in uni and people's birthdays and all. next wk gonna have my first part of studio due on monday...better do well in it =) but uni is gaining momentum again... busy busy busy....so much to think about some more. some people should know why and what i guess.

hmm....I Still Call Australia Home song is so stuck in my head...hahaha....just thought i should leave the lyrics:

I’ve been to cities that never close down
from New York to Rome and old London town,
but no matter how far or how wide I roam
I still call Australia home.

I’m always traveling, I love being free,
and so I keep leaving the sun and the sea,
but my heart lies waiting over the foam.
I still call Australia home.

All the sons and daughters spinning ’round the world,
away from their family and friends,
but as the world gets older and colder,
it’s good to know where your journey ends.

But someday we’ll all be together once more
when all of the ships come back to the shore.
Then I realise something I’ve always known.
I still call Australia home.

today...let's just say that it ain't the best of days...=( but i did managed to get some of my uni stuff regardless of that fact. i really appreciated yuvina being there for me and let's not forget anne. but yuvina thanks; i knew u're really busy. but i guess thought of it still lingers in my mind. i had a good dinner tho....plenty of laughs with anne and brian guess it did cheer me up a little. =/ just hope i'll get to talk to yuvina tonight... yea...just noticed i've been blogging lesser and lesser now....that there's loads on my mind. oh well.....

I NEED A HUG =(

2008-08-11T23:38:00.006+08:00

FRIDAY was awesome!!! i finished doing the group work with jack, jules and emilie in the morning..hehehe got to meet yuvina in the afternoon. it was great i mean i've been wanting to have some alone time with u. it was a nice catch up if u get what i mean. interesting toilet display ...hahaha

"spider pig, spider pig, does anything a spider pig does. can he swing from a web; no he can't...he is a spider pig."

hahahahha...dome...sandwich and all...i just forgotten to take a photo =( what oh well...i'll remember =) hahaha...yuvina doesn't know what i usually order. i wonder if u will next time we go ....hahaha...it will be ur turn...since this time round i picked =)

night... 08.08.08!!! olympics opening ceremony!!! watched it over at anne's pl with steph and betty as well...was fun..least better than watching it alone. fireworks was good and all...but i was hoping for the songs...but it didn't come on. MARCH was so long!! i think they sho have done that faster....too long!!! so boring.... went home late that night tho. like at 1am ish... so tired.

SUNDAY!
ktv again...so much of ktv...but i know yuvina loves to sing hey!! won't ever ever steal ur thunder...hahaha but as usual it was much fun. altho not everyone was there. brian joined me, anne and yuvina for dinner....hahahha....and yuvina i reckon the person who created "yugina milo-ah" is plain genius!!! AWESOMENESS!!

today...
not much i guess....just a usual monday. but i got to go to Exomoth with nick and have a coffee while waiting for yuvina and anne. they had a convention thingy. hmm...so much for uni...next wk i have 2 submissions already... and Erwin's bday is next wk as well....i wonder if GBC has arranged any present yet...hahahha been spending quite abit of time with yuvina...but it's great...i hope that me being here helps =)

xoXo

photos....steph reckons i sho post up more photos...

"I Love my MILO" hahaha

"the result of 'miracle water'...still want more of it steph?"

"Eat much Jem? don't have to act cute ok? white lips..."

2008-08-04T17:33:00.002+08:00

not feeling too good lately...sigh...down with the flu and sore throat...having a pretty lousy headache now =( oh well...the commitment of writing blogs, right steph? wouldn't want to disappoint u...my loyal reader. hahahaha =p

anyways...lets see anything worth blogging about in the last few days...hmmm???

friday...hmm...as usual i have fridays off except for the last lousy semester. but yar now i have 2 days off...tues and friday... hahahahaha. hmm...stayed alone at home pretty much in the day...everyone's off to uni. and yuvina...duh?! work. but nick cooked pasta at night...=) hehehe...anne came over for dinner too...expected tho...hahaha...brother's girlfriend what!!! hahahha afters we went to watch X-files...dodgy!!! movie!! i almost feel asleep -.- but highlight of the night was that steph drank out off my water bottle...hey...that makes us closer rite steph?? i swear anne is like hoping the water bottle was hers...=x i wonder if u got any rare complications after drinking my water?? till u wanted to spit it out?? such an insult!! HUMPH!! and yet...after that insult...we still send u home... that's only becoz " friends don't let friends take public transport ok?!!" luckily i stick to that code...if not...u know steph...the murderer dude u're talking about will come get u....MUAHAHHAHAA

saturday...lets say i was staying home again waiting for yuvina...but it's ok...i'm used to it anyways...but she managed to come out with us to Tony Roma's for dinner...good ol' ribs =) i really appreciated it...i know u're busy and all...see i'm understanding enough right? dinner was followed by bubble tea at myaree...hmm...that place just nice to hang back and talk unlike the one in the city. hmm....bumped into a couple of friends... like anne's housemate and stephanus... hmm...and joe wee... haven't seen him for awhile...reminds me of high sch... =)

sunday...was packed!!! i had to get up early for the laundry and then head to church...omg everything was a rush... nick went to cut his hair then afters we went to play basketball and tennis at uni... hahaha.....we trash u yuvina in basketball!!! better luck next time!! hehehehehhe....u sho be given a red card for all the fouls man!!! joking =p but it was heaps of fun...sho do it sometime soon again =)

today just ain't feeling too good...but had to go check out the site for my design project in freo. but it finished quite early tho so i had lunch with jules, jack and err....henry... then just headed home.

i might come in to uni tm...looks like i gotta sort out some timetable stuff and get info on my project site stuff. hopefully i'll have lunch with the rest tm =)

xoXO

2008-07-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile since my last post. Uni's just started; been getting together everything for it. Karaoke and dinner at Hippocreek was great. At least I got to catch up with pretty much everyone before getting back to the usual study routine. =)

First week of uni as usual assignments are already given out. Bleh. Oh well... typical anyways. Today I went out with Steph, Anne, Betty & Sarah to ktv in Myaree. Just us girls but i guess it was fun =p especially when u get to sing the songs 'someone' likes... right steph? hahaha I just got back from watching Wanted in Carousel...was ok i guess; pretty cool car scenes =)

hmm...just thought i'll write something for someone to read; i know it might not make things better but i guess...at least you know i care.

I know that everything is so confusing right now and nothing seems right. For what you thought doesn't seem it's what u exactly hoped for. But yet again you try hard; trying to stay ignorant of the facts that weigh you down. Doesn't it prove to you already how much you want this. You know it; but u doubt so many things and they just create more confusion and frustration. Aren't you exhausted? Don't worry too much. I mean there's bound to be things that hurt you and that life is just like that. You can't protect anyone or yourself from it. And when you try to, you'll often miss the great opportunities that pass by. Just grasp this chance tight; well...i guess i can't say much...obviously it's up to you. But think about it, is taking a chance better even though there's consequences than regretting of not trying hard enough to get what you want? and there's no right or wrong answers...it's just choices.

I don't know if this makes sense or will help you. But you know whenever you need me; i'm always willing to listen.

xoxo

2008-07-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

hmm...been abit behind with the blog posts...alot on my mind and uni's gonna start soon...bleh. but...yar...everyone's back already now....erwin and anne's back from overseas...gonna have an outing all together on sunday...i bet it'll be fun.
still sorting out the syd photos...and the holiday ones too....so many of them...and been going out quite abit i guess...=p dinner and all...just salvaging what's left with the hols i guess...hahaha!!! the holiday has been great i can't deny it i guess...one...kevin came over...then i got to spend time with yuvina...was waiting so long for it...and the rest as well....steph hahahha.....lets not forget syd =)

steph..topic with marriage and family is to be cont on the next coffee meeting...hahahha...fun..!!!

anyways...today...went over to yuvina's pl....didn't do much...but we had a great chat...oh well at least i did...dunno about u yuvina =x remember... IT'S NOT YOU, IT'S ME! hahahhaha. hmm...been waiting for quite awhile to talk about the things i told u today...been trying to find the right phrasings and words...wondering how to say it out to u...but i guess...now u know =) things that i do for reasons i can't explain...but i know no matter what as long as there's hope i cling to it...and hope the best out of it....i guess that's the best i can do. right? but i hope we'll be friends for a very long time...cheesy...i know....but u get the point. =)

can't wait till sunday's outing....i hope it'll be so much fun...!! last day b4 uni starts!! it better be!!

2008-07-20T16:06:00.006+08:00

yesterday...just a day at yuvina's house... hmm...been awhile since i've spent time with u...guess it's hard to be alone by ourselves...and just talk...there's so much that i want to say but i just don't know how to...but i'll take what is there i guess...=)...even if it means that i gotta just try to control everything else the best i can myself. pizza...you made was good =) yum...!! hmm...and the night with steph and you was just something i wanted to do for a very long time...but i guess somethings just didn't happen as the way it was planned out....took so long in figuring out if the laptop could be plugged to the tv and all...in the end we just watched tv...=p and yuvina...kept taking photos...seriously....u really love the camera. =x i actually thought we would be talking about some stuff...at least i had things i wanted to talk about...but i guess the timing just wasn't right. the night was good tho...and i hope we'll have another one soon =) i mean what can i ask more for...when i have my 2 best friends with me...i really can't imagine my world without them...coz they mean the world to me...and i hope i am to them as they are to me.

look yuvina has no friends...only the frog's her friend...don't be sad =p hahahaha
xoXo

i just came back from dim sum in the city today...with jemmy, yuvina, kevin and my 2 brothers...was a late lunch. anyways...today just doesn't feel right with me...everything seems wrong and a mess...just one of those days i guess...i'm just so confused with so many things. i guess...i sho just talk to someone...bleh.

2008-07-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

ok...back posts...the last night in sydney was great...had a drink with tepi and kevin...was good...altho we wanted to watch a movie at the apartment but ended up just talking....=p oh well...but it was good talk. next day...was our last day coz we're flying off in the evening...went to World Square to meet Vina...and had a cup of tea at a tea fusion pl somewhere in the city...coz Vina couldn't come along to the Fish market with us... so after that nick, brian , kev, tepi and me...all went to fish market for a slightly late lunch...=) fish market was crowded...so much seafood... i was so full!!! what a meal. then went to the city again to pack Krispy Kreme for the way back to perth... =) bought like 3 dozens and on top of that yvonne gave another 2 dozens....so many donuts...but...it was all good =) yvonne and justin came over to the apartment just b4 we headed of to the airport...it was nice of them to do so. sydney was fun....met a few nice ppl....and definitely a memory...=)

back in perth already...steph and betty picked us up from the airport...thx...=) so sorry to trouble u guys...i hope the u'll like the donuts....=p then to yuvina's pl to pick up my car...haven't seen her for a while...missed her...but...i bet she was eyeing the donuts all along...hahahha...=x joking joking... anyways i hope she like the things i got her...i know they're small -.-

today morning...was just plain crap....i hated the news i got...but today i really realized how good it felt to be cared about...it just doesn't take alot...but for that someone just being there for me...meant the world to me today... and it's hard to believe that no matter what that person will always bring that smile out of me...so many have questioned me for the things i do and for the certain reasons i do them...but i guess it's for the very fact that person cares... and not knowingly i...no matter what will always be willing to do whatever it takes to make that person happy... even if i have to give that person my world =)

had dinner at little creature...the pale ale was good as usual....=p and obviously i drank...nick had to drive...hahahha... but...yea...dinner with yuvina, nick, brian and kev...was as usual awesome...what's more to ask....when the people u want there is arnd anyways...=)

xoXo

P.S> special BIG hug to the awesome person...u totally MADE MY DAY AWESOME!!! i owe u one =x

2008-07-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

friday...hunter's valley...wine tasting took pretty much the whole day. and lunch at an awesome resto. the food was GREAT!!! i had a pan-fried quail thingy...the name was more fancy then that tho. =) taste so good...but good food comes with a price too..can't deny that.

Late friday night in sydney...

started with dinner at Makoto...sushi chain in the city...steph the soft shell crab was good...hahahaha...had dinner with Tepi, Yvonne, her 2 friends and the usual...kev, nick and brian =) we sat separately tho. the girls and the guys...obviously the dudes ate more...but apparently they ate like 2 times the price of ours -.-

the night didn't end there =) after dinner, yvonne's friends had to head off...me, Tepi and Yvonne went to Ezyway to get some bubble tea...while the guys went to move the car to a different parking space. hahaha...as usual...putting girls together...we talked...fun stuff...!! when the guys came back we went looking for a karaoke pl...so hard to find one on friday night in syd...sigh...took so long to get one...ended up at K-mix...and there was so much id checking and stuff...we sang and Justin came by after...and bought us drinks...he got the girls melon vodka cruisers...thanks =) kev had a beer i think...sang for 3 hrs...which brings us to 2am...so late...hmm...justin was wondering if we still to do anything after that....but we were all tired...hahahaha....got back to the apartment and slept immediately...coz we had a tour on sat morning...early!!!

met in the city at 8am for the blue mountain tour...so tired from the night b4...but oh well....tour was alrite with the scenic rides and the cave stuff....the drive on the bus was long tho. dinner was at world square...Din Tai Feng...xiao long paus....oh i miss them...=) they have the same resto in singapore at paragon....hahaha...catch up on good food. met Joyce for dinner...i swear she never remembers me...=x but dinner was good....good chat =) oooOoooo.....she reminded me of the Milo kids at snowy mountains....they's so cute and so good in skiing....awww.....i was so embarrassed...coz everything they whoosh past i fall...and they're like 3 or 4 yrs old....seriously....hehehe...

hmmm....last full day in syd tm....monday will be flyin back to perth and reaching around 10 ish at night.

xoXo

2008-07-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

back from the mountains finally...omg!! it's freezing up there...-4 degrees and snowing...brrr..... anyways sorry yuvina it was so crowded...can't build u a snowman without people staring and crushing it...everyone is snowboarding and skiing all over the pl...but...i stole u one hehehehe....ok? is that good enough? at least now u noe.....i "stole" one for u...i'm sweet rite? =p

just reached the apartment...sigh so tired... skiing...both days had to wake up so early...like 6am. that's like 4am in perth... and start skiing at 8am on the mountain...anyways....i just realised how bad i'm at it =x so embarrassed....freaking kids there kept wooshing past me...and everytime they do i fall...-.- bleh anyways...it was sorta fun...so-so...with the fact i suck at it...but snow is fun...=)

driving journey was quite long... but nick drove all the way and back too....on the way back we stop at canberra tho....went to the museum and the parliament house...i know...sounds boring rite?!?!? but it was ok tho...hahahha...had dinner with kevin's friend...Vanny....at Hurricane...the ribs was great...tho the wait was super long...but i went to get a mars bar while waiting... walked abit on Bondi beach =) afters we went to Passion Flower for ice cream...hehehe....steph....remember Black sesame and green tea? hahahaha...but i tell u...the one in singapore is better...i sho bring u one day if u come over.

it's 12.24am now...so tired from all of the past 3 days... tm we're going for another drive to hunter's valley....another long drive...hahaha...need to use the car to the fullest!!!

miss u guys all!!!
xoXo

be back on monday night!!!
P.S. yuvina btw u belong to me!!! hahahahha....no one else ok? =p i'm so printing a label.

2008-07-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

monday....hmmm....talking about monday blues...bleh

anyways....went whale watching today....saw 3 whales....the boat ride was awesome tho...so bumpy and all =p but lunch was really late... after that we went to rent a car...but kevin didn't come with he went off with his friend...

sydney tower was such a drag...the queue up the lift was hell long....like more than an hour up....and more than another hour down....just for the forsake of waiting for 1 pathetic lift. how lame...i f we didn't pay for it yet....i swear i won't go....DODGY!!!! boo.....

oh well..thats why dinner was really late....since that happened...didn't get to eat Hurricane...ended up eating some korean food in an alley....but it was pretty alrite...i guess...

thanks yuvina for trying to brighten my mood....really appreciate it...hmmm.... i miss u...=(...so jealous of steph now....she gets to spend alone time with u....i wonder when i'll get FREE!!!!! argh!??!?!? "i wanna break free!!!"

hmm....won't be online for the next 2 nights....gonna be away at the mountains for some skiing....will blog about it afters...!!!

xoXo

2008-07-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

hahahhaa....i'm so not used to the syd time yet...my watch and hp is still perth's time...hahahha....keep getting the time wrong....like now it's 1.18am....but so not used to sleeping this early...coz in perth it's just 11.18pm -.-

today....woke up quite late tho....we took the bus straight to the city to have lunch...hahaha...i swear i'm not destined to take public transport...the moment i take it something wrong happens...bleh...got the ticketing thing wrongly and we got busted....freaking look like a bunch of cheapos.....whatever seriously@@!!!! anyways ate lunch at this jap pl...it was ok....there was nice tapoyaki....hahaha....yuvina...i swear u like them....rite? after lunch we took a long walk down to darling harbour....=) i wish there's a pl like this in perth one day... it reminds me of esplanade in sg...awww....fun memories...

went to the aquarium today and the wildlife conservation thing today....get to see and touch stuff...hahahaha....and yes yuvina i got to see penguins....so small and cute =p advice for u....freaking take time to go to the zoo one day.....or i'll bring u =) ok? damn...my camera ran out of battery today...crap....oh well....

had dinner at Pancakes on the Rocks....it was nice...nice pl to hang out i guess... but the queue to go in is so long...hmm...what's good food if there's no waiting for it...suspense. met nick's friends today, yvonne and justin....it was fun...friendly ppl...afters we all went to catch a movie...Hancock....not as fantastic as i expected...i guess... now back at the apartment...managed to talked to yuvina on the ph for a bit....yar...i got something so cute for u....u'll get to see it when i get back...hahaha....

pretty much today...tm...we're going for whale watching....btw it's so cold here....brrr.....i need to take a shower now...

i miss u all!!!!

xoXo

2008-07-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

currently in syd ....just reached ursula's apartment...ate yogurt for dinner....actually it's like super late dinner...hahhahaha

anyways it was nice for yuvina, jemmy and garett to send us to the airport =) altho i was sad to leave...that POC....hahahhaa...hope u'll enjoy the box i gave u....gonna take photos and share them with u when i get back=) hmm...so gonna miss you .....btw...steph spent an hour ish at my place this morning....but so sorry that i can't entertain u coz i gotta pack...=p

gonna be in syd for 10 days...and i'll try to blog as and when i can...but i guess i sho be busy...

xoXo

Syd is cold!!!!

2008-07-01T13:26:00.003+08:00

haven't written for awhile...i thought i'd be writting more since its the break...but oh well...who knows there's so much to do especially before i go to syd...and stuff to think about =p

hmm...i miss him...wonder what he's up to and all...oh well...at least i still hear from him...i guess that's not too bad...hahaha

yesterday was awesome tho...kevin's here and we brought him around...picked yuvina up from work...then ate a late lunch in subi...went to uni to collect some stuff and gave kevin the tour. afters we went to kings park...so fun...haven't had so much fun in a while...especially with these people...hahahaha....nick....anne's gone...yay i have my brother....just joking anne =X

anyways...more days to do stuff with my cousin haven't seen him for ages...like 2 yrs....and now we're having so much fun. going to gym today =) and there's ktv tm i think...gotta get back and do my stuff now
xoXo

2008-06-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

photo we took on our roadtrip to lembang in dec 2005...fun memories =)

hahaha...slacking in uni...bio lib...while everyone else is studying...like erwin....=x just dropped steph and nick off at the arts building for their exam...=) man...peak hr drive was abit annoying...kept changing gears.bleh. anyways...i gotta hang around till 11am....hopefully steph finishes then...=)

i wonder what i'll be doing today...i mean it's not really confirmed yet. i know anne u want to see nick...so we gotta hang arnd in uni till 12nn...hahahhaha... speaking of which tm we're going for karaoke..!!! yuvina...i'm not gonna sing alone....i'm shy if u noe....new ppl are there...but it's ok....i'll sing with the other girls =p i got 3 songs tho =) plus i promise i won't steal ur thunder...hahahha.

looking around for local tours in sydney...hmmm....so much to look for...=0

anyways...kevin's coming soon....and kevin...we're not gonna pick u up with 3 diff cars...and make u look like a mob boss with bodyguards...like what u asked over the phone yesterday. LOL!!! =.=

oh well....gonna watch movies on my comp to make me occupied now =)

xoXo

2008-06-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

just a response to someone's tag. dunno why i'm doing it but i'll do it anyways. have to cut and paste the rules and questions from this person's blog. hopefully there's no copyright or anything =p

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
(i'm gonna save the trouble for ppl...anyways i did the tag just to respond...so i don't think i'll forward it on since the ppl i want to tag don't really write blogs..for all i noe )

Q1. If your best friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- well looking at the brighter side of life...i hope they won't...but things just happens....and i guess sometimes i just can't avoid them...don't always know why it happens tho... but things are never what it always seems to be... i guess...but even after these things happen...we still remain friends but you know how it gets...just won't be that close anymore.

Q2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- dreams...i have them...but i know that there's alot to be done to make them true. summary of it...to be happy and contented i guess... and to celebrate my happiness with the people i love. nothing beats that feeling.

Q3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
- people who know me well should know the ans... doesn't matter where i am...cos as long as i have those i love dearly...life rocks =)

Q4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- yea slightly... i mean which 19 yr old in the world isn't? what fun is life without a few surprises and challenges...i mean i want to see the bigger picture of life

Q5. What's your ideal lover like?
- i wonder what the meaning of ideal is in the context of many... but i reckon there's no fun in having someone so perfect and predictable...i want someone who'll learn to know me for who i am in time...for i want the relationship to be a journey

Q6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- it's only by loving someone that then you'll know the feeling of being loved.

Q7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- i dunno...it really depends...i believe in a relationship being a journey...not too much on love at first sight...so yea...if i'm absolutely certain i love him...then time isn't the essence of it all.

Q8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- i know everyone says you have to fight for love...but it's just my nature i guess...i tend to take the 'back-seat' if you know what i mean...can't make someone breakup just because of me...especially if he's dating my friend.

Q9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- recently...yea...plenty...but let's just not talk about them...just dampens my mood.

Q10. What do you want most in life?
- to be what i see myself to be...just hard to explain it...hopefully i can fulfill life the way i foresee it.

Q11. Is being tagged fun?
- since i'm just slacking at home...i guess it's ok.

Q12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- 10 yrs...that put's me in...say...29yrs old and hitting the 30 soon...see myself married...kids...maybe a career...but it's hard to say career-wise...for the sake of the family...i'll do anything for their well-being i guess =)

Q13. Who holds the most importance in your entire life?
- my family and some close friends...needless to say...you should know who you are

Q14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- She's bubbly, friendly and all that...a person everyone would want to be friends with...but once you know her...close...the means of describing her is just different i guess...

Q15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- married and well-off...just trying to be realistic...well-off as in able to pay the bills...and getting by...but i mean if i have to choose between rich and poor...then yea poor...i kinda agree that money can't buy happiness...

Q16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
- DOG. totally a dog person...especially the big and fluffy ones...hmm i miss my dogs back home...

Q17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
- to say something and hurt someone...coz once you say it...you can never take them back

Q18. What kind of person do you think you are?
- i don't think it's my place to judge...i'll leave to those people that know me...but i do agree that i'm not a completely open person...i guess it takes time to get to know me.

Q19. What do you define as a bad day?
- when you're expecting for something to happen...and it just doesn't...get's me totally disappointed always...or when you're hoping to find someone to talk to...and you find yourself alone...but in the end i know...i still have to get up and move on...eventho it hurts...i mean people come and go in life and in the end they're just the people that helps to colour your life...you never can do without them but everything come down on the choices we make for ourselves...for i'm the writer of my own life.

Q20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
- i believe you can't have either without the other...i love my friends...and the love of my life...i hope he'll be my best friend for life.

2008-06-22T13:18:00.003+08:00

surprising fact... been just thinking...hmm...funny thing about life...the people you care about the most won't always be the one that will be there...but the great thing is there's always someone...it may not be the same person always...i guess time changes lots of things... sometimes its harder to accept them but we acknowledge the fact that we have to move on. it's life. and through it all we find others...others we've never seen in this way...changes our very perspective of them...and we realize that they are what they are... people come and go but of all they are the people that help us write the story of our lives.

well, just a thought.

steph chu....i swear u're the only person i know who likes to talk on ur moblie ph to urself...esp well the batt dies off.....how funny can u get...hahahahah...never fails to make me laugh. anyways....oOoo...can't wait till thursday....i'll pick u and anne up and we'll go to uni together with nick. 7 am...i hope u guys can get up...well...say i hope i can =p at least can have our lunch together yay!!! then we'll go pick nick up frm uni....in the evening...and mayb yuvina if she's going....and erwin....hahahaha. hmm...then we'll have karaoke next fri...i wonder if its in the afternoon...or what time it is...? guess i have to ask the busy ppl =X

anyways mum's heading off tonite. gotta send her to the airport later. tm i guess the usual routine will start kicking in again. bleh... see steph i don't write about boredom... happy??!!?!

GOOD LUCK to those still having exams =)
xoXo

2008-06-20T13:38:00.003+08:00

funny picture ..LOL =0
friday... bleh...cleaning my toilet at the moment...hmm...so bored...

BORED

oh well... everyone's still on with their exams...oOoo... was supposed to come in to uni actually today to print my folio to A3 size for the exhibition tonight....usually i'll do them and come for tehe exhibition...but oh well...too lazy to do it this time -.- so much for being excited to put stuff in for the exhibition..hahahhahaha..i'll just come in and collect my folio sometime next wk maybe monday.=X

watching movies and series...hahahha...the ones i've missed to satisfy my boredom... and yay i'm half way thru yuvina's thingy...hopefully i get it done before they finish they're exam so i won't have to rush it...=p anyways...just got a phone call from u...miss yuvina...rushing to Chilliz hahahhaa....funny thing is that u're going there but not eating urself... sounds like thing like only i'm be gugu enough to do...hahahhaha. anyways tell me when u're free so we can have dinner and all that...since u're gonna be the busy one...(i'm not surprised) =X so u're gonna be off on saturdays....hmm...i wonder if u'll send me off when i'm going to syd then... going off on a saturday=p

mum's going off this wk... on sunday nite...i guess...the usual routine will kick in soon...bleh. but heads up...!!! Kevin is coming on sunday...hahahahha

almost forgotten to mention...anne....hahahha...remember steph we have to book her on thursday...if not u know....the rest of the days she'll be taken by nick...humph.

back to washing my toilet i hope the mirror's dry already....GOOD LUCK guys for the rest of ur exams =) and special shout out to TUBs hahahahha....miss u guys all....
xoXO

2008-06-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

omg!! BOREDOM!!! seriously i so wished i had them arnd...hahaha i miss u guys... but yar...GOOD LUCK for the rest of ur exams. jiayou!!!

stayed pretty much at home today...but went with mum to do some grocery shopping then i went to fill petrol...omg!! its so exp now. oh well... now..at home watching tv myself...and doing the thing i promised yuvina when i go to sydney =) hahahha...i hope she'll like it....

watched Sex and the City the other day...oh my god...girls out there....its a MUST WATCH alrite...best to watch with er hem....say ur own gender...hahahah....i watched it with brian and mum...er....abit awkward....but i was used to it anyways...=X hahaha.. i swear anne...u sho watch it...so u won't be that innocent anymore =p

kevin's coming soon....say in 2 wks YAY!!!! holidays with 1 more extra person....altho some ppl are going off...=( like erwin and anne....awww....but i bet it'll still be fun....yuvina, steph, jem and garett is gonna still be around i guess =)

random chat with nick:
i'm going to Phily!!!hahahahhaha LOL!!! (how i met ur mother)
omg...ur face is leaking...this is how an ant's face is when they're sad...hahahhaha....nice chat...

hmm...back to my tv show....criminal minds....=) and yuvina's stuff...
xoXo

2008-06-14T12:04:00.003+08:00

I must give the impression
that I have the answers for everything.
You were so disappointed
to see me unravel so easily.
It's only change,
it's only everything I know.
It's only change
and I'm only changing.
You want something that's constant
and I only wanted to be me.
But watch even the stars above;
things that seem still are still changing.

2008-06-09T20:34:00.003+08:00

hmm...starting to get in tune with my life...phew.. FOLIOs are over yay!!! now i'm left a stupid history exam. which i didn't attend like 1/2 of the lectures. i'm so screwed. oh well...i'll just do what i can =X hahahha. studying...-.-

monday...oOooO...today's monday. surprisingly there's no monday blues today...it's ALL happy happy happy!!! =) drove to buy paint in the morning first then to uni...hehehe... now waiting for nick till 10pm. sshhh....i think i sho secretly ditch him hahahaha!! but i'm NICE so i won't.
hmm...haven't seen so many of them for so long and managed to see and catch up with them today....!!! uh huh...and yar...i did have dinner with yuvina... oh well sorta... since she only ate a tiny bit...=p but it was nice seeing her. hasn't seen her for 2 wks... and plus i didn't really talk to her... i guess it felt a little weird not talking for so long. oh well... don't worry too much hey, yuvina...we'll like catch up on loads on the holidays and all...and plus u can meet my infamous cousin...mauhahahhaha. and about just now at boardway.... err...i do miss u duh?! ain't it obvious....-.- but sometimes i just don't want to disturb u when u're busy and stuff...not as if i don't care alrite? u sho noe better =)
i know u guys are stressed out with exams...but hang in there.. it'll be over soon =) GOOD LUCK with ur exams tho!!! STEPH focus and stop you-tubing...seriously?!?! hahahha

yay! after history exam i can plan what to do during the breaks with all of u guys...GBC =p oOOo and yuvina i haven't forgotten about the dinner thingy too ;)

just something to leave u guys with (hopes this is a bit de-stressing):

PADS for MEN!!!

omg?!?! i saw this in coles the other day. is this even comfortable for them;MEN? i mean i noe it is for me. but MEN?!?! omg...come to think of it...i wonder if its gonna be hard for them to sit...if u get what i mean? and seriously? how troublesome would it be for them to pee? no longer the zip and unzip thing? and the best part?!!! what's with the level 2? do they actually even have regular or heavy flow? -.-
imagine if i bought this.... one day:
cashier: hmm...this is for men...? ('~')
me: opps....i got the wrong one @@!!

shout out to everyone!!! and best of luck again for ur exams!!!

xoXo

2008-06-02T09:54:00.002+08:00

4 MORE DAYS TILL FOLIO!!
DOOMS DAY.
i hope i FINISH!!! argh?!?!

then i can be more free coz i'll be left with 1 history exam next friday.

2008-05-30T19:08:00.003+08:00

TELL ME ABOUT COINCIDENCE!!!

of all days today...had to freaking drive over a nail....HOW STUPID?!?!
was coming back from the airport after i'd pick dad up. I was almost reaching home then there was this loud sound. seriously... omg...when i reaching home then i found out it was a nail...but it was like embedded into the wheel kinda. fixed it already...dad brought it to the tyre shop. coz i had class and i went with nick to uni.

today was last tute. it was good... hahaha....participated so much. then i saw someone i didn't see for so long...=) oh well...short post... still busy for folio...wanted to meet yuvina but she was busy...i guess everyone's busy all the time now.

i miss u guys all
xoxo

P.S> little creatures pale ale tasted so good...esp now. =p had 1 whole bottle just then.

2008-05-29T11:33:00.002+08:00

8 MORE DAYS TO FOLIO
the stress for folios is at the max!!! I'm going nuts.... constructions and constructions....how boring could this get and there's heaps of them to do....omg!!! at least 8 A1 sheets of work...man thats like 64 pgs of A4....argh!!!! save me!!! oh well....been stuck home doing all these stuff for folios this wk...bleh....but luckily mum's here....phew! a bit of the housework burden is taken off.
oh well...dad's flying in tomorrow gotta pick him up at the airport at 6 am in the morning...then tm...i'll come to uni since i have the last history tute. sigh...just keeping my posts short for the time being....LOTS TO DO!!!

hmmm.....i miss GBC, TUB and yar....oh well u know who u are....!!!
lots of xOxo.
P.S. wish me luck for my folios...

2008-05-27T11:50:00.010+08:00

FINALLY GROUP WORK IS OVER!!! WHAT A NIGHTMARE.

but luckily it paid off the model turned out good yesterday. I was so tired though. so many late night and plus no sleep on sunday. photos of it will be on facebook. check it out.

Uni was great yesterday. AWESOME!!! one, the model was good. Then I met steph and she got to see the model LIVE!!! yay!!! i wonder what people think. hmm... BITCHing with Auds and Em was hell funny. Tell me about that dude have tourette syndome. LOL!!! "eeee......F***....eeee%@#*" ROFLMAO!!!! oOooo...helped Lila out with laser printing and modelling stuff. Was so tired but I guess I didn't mind helping her out. Reminded me of my first year hahahaha...good stuff.

Late lunch was the best!!! Yuvina surprised me!! i didn't know you'll call up and ask to meet yesterday =) It made my day. I guess even when i'm feeling crappy just spending that short time with you turned my mood totally around. THX. I LOVE MY LIL SIS!!!

I caught up with Sam in uni...check out the photos i edited. LOL. I've uploaded more of them on facebook too.

hmm...so tired when i reached home. went to take in the laundry still. afters i feel asleep. got up for awhile to chat with Yuvina and fell right back to sleep.

check out photos on facebook!!!!

xOxO

P.S> check out this out in you tube...its funny!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdLCEwEFCMU and all the other 'how to be'. LMAO

2008-05-25T01:28:00.010+08:00

MODELLING...just going nuts at it... bleh!

so tired...just share some photos of the process of it...still quite a bit more to do..sigh...and i guess i sho get some shut eye....super duper tired... -.-

missed out on so much fun today...steph and anne...thx for the call...=) was so stressed out ... i so wanted to go out with u guys....but stuck home doing model with henry...eeeeekkkkk!!! plus he just left... 2 non-stop days with him...till late like 2 am all the time and 9 in the morning... oh well...i've accepted my fate and there's 1 more day to go.

yuvina i bet u had a good day today...and yes I LOVE U!!! but u noe not in like that wrong manner...euuwwww....love u as my lil sis....always....=) and yes i miss those good times...i remember....Gloria Jeans, JCO, Krispy Kreme, Chilliz, Royal Cafe....and i bet there'll be more to come....i promise....

XOXO

P.S > check out the mess in the study area....omg...i'm gonna have to clean tt up after its done...bleh.

2008-05-23T17:26:00.005+08:00

MODELLING

hmm...its supposed to be fun....i guess u gotta have fun with the right ppl... =( so tired now...did the model till 2am yesterday and continued today...so much to do. talking about him...sigh long story...just as i predicted...every since he knew i have a car... hahaha....oh well....u sho noe....sent him home yesterday bleh. and today he wanted to take 2 cars to buy some more of the materials...i know its stupid oh well...least now i can say...I CAN DRIVE~!!!!

hmmm....so busy and can't talk much....he just ditched me to went to have dinner out with his friends...sad... oh well... gotta hang on till monday.... -.-

making the steel beams now...omg....so small...i swear my hands are shaking...hahahahha....

3 more weeks of the intense stress period....=(

i miss all of my friends already.....=( sigh......

xoxo to them all...

2008-05-20T15:50:00.013+08:00

omg...i'm going nuts with the essay... of all topics i picked cemeteries....so boring.... argh!!! feel so sleepy rite now.... hmmm... anne has just left to accompany nick for his lecture...i'll be walking to meet them later at 4.45... hmmm....then i'm gonna go home i think.

hmmm....today is such a good day...happy happy happy...aside from the fact that i have loads of work to do... that i'm going nuts about. just got back the multiframe assignment...which was one of the group work thingy...and got 70%...that's pretty ok....oh well....still have the modelling to do....it'll be a pain to do it...but i have to do that thingy with bleh...that dude.. i just have to endure a bit more of his bullshit... bleh. gonna be over by next monday. at least by sunday we sho finish it...i hope so..=Xxx

did the car insurance in the morning... hmmm....insurance yest...sigh long story.... anyways got it done in the morning...and i picked up the car today...=) drove it home and came to uni with nick...hehehhee....

then i met yuvina for lunch yay!!! good thing is today we got to spend sometime alone...hahaha.... but it was short...hmm... gave u the photo hey...i noe it's not as good as the one on ur blog...but that's one of my favourite places... hmm...i hope it means something... me sharing it with u...i'll bring u there someday...when i get the chance to... hopefully i'll get the chance..=) hmm... i wanted to send u off today as in walk with u...i guess its not so exciting as me driving u huh???!! hhahahhaha...i will get to that....i'll definitely drive u around in the break ....definitely... we'll do something fun....well i hope it'll be fun...coz for me its fun whenever i'm with u...=p

haven't seen steph today... i wonder where she is..???

just to crank up the day again....was showing this to jemmy and anne....cute huh?

Hahahahahha...LOL!!! XOxo!!

2008-05-19T10:28:00.003+08:00

i'm in biolib doing my essay... just checked my emails and ....omg!!! read this is so funny....hahahahahah LOL!!!
(if u can't see it because its too little press 'Ctrl & +' to zoom in and 'Ctrl & -' to zoom out) XD

When in School we always wondered know why teachers always seemed so mad Now we know the reason….coz they are so stressed out by our kids Why??????? Read below the essays to know I really sympathize with this teacher….

2008-05-18T14:58:00.003+08:00

hahaha keep getting these funny emails ....altho its lame but it just cranks up my day abit... so i won't go insane with stress!!

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance

Smart man + dumb woman = affair

Dumb man + smart woman = marriage

Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

____________ _________ _________
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit

Smart boss + dumb employee = production

Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion

Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

____________ _________ ________
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.

A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.

____________ _________ ________
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

____________ _________ ________
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

____________ _________ _________
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

____________ _________ _________
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

____________ _________ ________
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

____________ _________ ________

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

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hmm...i hope this will make people who'd have a bad day smile a bit... =)

the phone calls today tells me alot...thanks for letting me in...i really wished i had been in uni today or like the last few days to give u a big hug... or at least be there and just keep quiet... hmm...i miss u... alot... u should know that. and whenever you need me no matter what no matter when i'll be there. xoxo (gonna give u a lolli and a hug the next time i see u...hope it's soon)

2008-05-17T18:46:00.004+08:00

hmm... its so cold these past few days...so didn't feel like waking up from bed... =p been doing my essay today...occasionally going to nick's room to play around abit...hahaha....loser... nick freaking farted at me....euweee...... omg!! i almost fainted... x_x LMAO!!!
had to accompany mum out to grocery shopping today...hmm...haven't been out with her...so yar...i tot i sho go with her...went to Carousel woolies...hmmm....got this dodgy trolley omg...it was hell pushing it....it kept going sideways....*.* i looked completely retarded...

just received ikumi's postcard...i bet u're having fun in New York, miami and all...since uni has ended there....just waiting for u to come back hey...hahahha...and guess what the postcard came when uni...is the crappiest!!!! uni's still a bitch.... 3 more wks of it!! =X

just got an email pretty interesting...esp sent to me...thx andrea....=P morale of the story huh...hmm...

"One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. Remember the five simple rules to be happy: Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen. Live simply and appreciate what you have. Give more. Expect less NOW ........... Enough of that crap . . The donkey later came back, and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him. The gash from the bite got infected and the farmer eventually died in agony from septic shock. MORAL FROM TODAY'S LESSON: When you do something wrong, and try to cover your ass, it always comes back to bite you. "

ooo....so wished i could see yuvina today..but nick didn't go to uni....oh well...hopefully i'll get to see her soon...and yuvina good luck for ur tax assignment...hang in there!! its over very soon... least sooner then mine....=) i miss u.... and btw today i went to woolies and guess what i was standing at the lollipop thing choosing flavours i swear i look like a kid that never grows up...=p

steph...i have something to show u...hahaha...wait till i see u...its a chinese newpaper cutting...oh well...it was torn out....anyways i bet it'll be funny...and yar lame...yuvina sho check it out too....i wonder if she'll get it...LOL!!! i translated it to Erwin the other day....+.+

anne... good luck for ur assignment for monday!!!

hmm...going out to dinner tonight i think....hmm still waiting for brian...oh well... we'll see.... meanwhile back to my essay... lots to do...lots to do...

Hugx for all of u!!!!

P.S> almost forgotten....i saw sanitary pads for men in woolies today...that's just so wierd i wanted to take a photo of it..but tt would seem so awkward....anyways....*thought running thru my mind "why would they need it? ain't it gonna be so uncomfortable for them given their position...hmmm....???" i wonder if anyone knows....=p

2008-05-16T15:01:00.004+08:00

friday... again....time is passing so quickly...hmm...i mean i do want it to pass fast...but that means things are getting due so quickly too... =( i hope i can keep up. things are so getting to me... it's just plain depressing... plus on top of that i have to listen to that dude's crap and freaking endure it for 1 more wk and abit...to do the modelling bit.

like say yesterday... he told me to go to the city to meet him and we'll get the materials this was obviously after he ditched me on wed... Em and me went to city by bus and it was raining...i had an umbrella but we were still wet...so wet...i was freezing cold.... met him in the city....Em went home from there first... so i met him at the hobby shop but yar the stuff was limited so decided to change what we were gonna use...but i don't understand couldn't we buy it then since... its there...the other stuff was there!!! he was like we sho go and measure everything and come back on friday....which is today to get it...omg!! tt pissed me off...but whatever... i said i couldn't do it today since i am going to be busy...i had to cook up something...tired of being taken advantage of. then he was like telling me that i sho specify the dimensions for all then he'll get them. i was like ok...but i didn't want to stay long on friday. so wasted another day ...another trip...he's wasting my time. and best part he was like err....."why are u walking that direction....?" i was like " i'm going back to uni." then he like "ok...how?" i was like "bus duh?!!" then he was like "ok, bye." i don't understand why he bothers asking...and he always smirks after he asked...what?!!! is the point!!! freaking cold yesterday...bleh and everything was wet... but i was glad when i came back to uni... nick came out just to accompany me to eat lunch even tho he ate already. but i guess things were getting to me and all... and in the evening we were waiting for anne... but jemmy needed someone to pass his car keys to yuvina... i went...and waited downstairs...then anne came...she was like are u ok...? and all... i guess i just couldn't hold back...it was hard to... but luckily when yuvina came it wasn't that bad. i went with her to send the plates to jemmy's car and back...then she left for MCL. yest...is so crappy just like wed was...i seriously have to pull myself together....this is getting pathetic.

today...had a msg in the morning from yuvina...hmm...i was so happy that i might get to see her today...but i guess...he wanted the dimensions thing and he held me back for so long. just becoz he didn't understand alot of it. hmm... tute in the morning was good..coz i participated quite a bit...and the tutor liked my analysis and that...it was the thing that started the topic in tute... =)
when he was done with all that i called yuvina wondering if she's still arnd..but i knew she'd mostly likely had left anyways. then after talking to her on the phone i helped Lila put with her work since she was having problems with Auto CAD.... and there was this random 1st yr boy which asked me if i could teach him how to print. hahahaha...
he asked me a wierd question: "err...does the printer print on this type of paper?..."
i was like.."yar it prints on paper..."
i mean its a typical printer how different can it be?!?!? but i helped him out...
now i'm at biolib doing my work and i guess...i needed to bitch about something...and vent out my anger....oh well....

hmm...i almost forgot...he was telling me that he might have trouble finishing the essay eariler and was asking me to do the modelling with in 3 days with no sleep b4 folio wk....shit!!that will be hell!!! i dun wan!!!! argh.... then i was like...fine if u can't finish.... i'll start the modelling first but u can do ur essay while i do the modelling just show me what u want me to do. since u are always so picky about stuff. omg!! i was being so nice already....he still was not satisfied!!! seriously?!?!?! i dun wan to stay up 3 nights...i freaking need energy and full focus for folio wk...there's lots to do!!!! i hate him!!! *pissed...

anyways...yuvina...i heard u came over to biolib this morning...after ur class...hmmm...i so wanted to be here to see u....i'm so sorry....i bet u made the effort to walk here but i couldn't come... i still have the lolli in my pocket... i wanted to give it to u... but i definately will the next time i see u...whenever that will be. but i know u're going out tonight....have fun!! and enjoy it...=) hmm....btw...when does ur exam end hey?

this few days has been bad...and crappy...but thanks for being there for me...steph, yuvina, anne, emilie and obviously my brother... i needed it more than ever.

xoxo

2008-05-14T17:44:00.002+08:00

today started out as a good day...was doing productive studying in a corner in the archi lib...doing my essay notes. hmm... it was until he ruined it!!!

freaking pissed at him today... made an argreement yesterday to go get the materials today...but he seemed reluctant and acted surprised that we needed to go to a few places. what a loser...he thought we were only going to bunnings...how can we just get stuff from bunnings only...
+.+ i thought he sho understand the course better...now since he's 3rd yr...modelling materials ain't that easy to get and it's not only from bunnings....duh?! i was so upset about it...he freaking dictates what i should do. hmm...i hate it. it's my life seriously...and what annoys me a whole lot is the fact that he belittles me just becoz i don't have a car yet... WTH!!!
disappointing fact is that at one point i still had the decency to see him as a friend... now...errr....i don't think so....i'm not a freaking doormat....and just becoz u can use me this time...doesn't mean that i'll let u anymore....go screw urself seriously!!! i just have to hang in there for one more wk and abit....then we'll see who needs who more... i won't freaking help him for history.... just see...!!! i won't be taken advantaged by u anymore.

bloody pissed off!!

anyways... aside from that... thanks emilie for talking me through this crap stuff and all... and steph and anne...i guess nothing makes things better than to see a familar face when i need it... hmm...thanks seriously... especially steph...omg..!! felt u're like a big sis and all today..=) i guess i needed it.

xoXo

P.S. getting my car next wk.....=p

2008-05-13T09:30:00.003+08:00

The NIGHTMARE has just begun...

omg?!??! the month is here...the month where i have to work my ass off for uni... still so tired from yest... *yawn... omg..hopefully i'll be able to sustain this... =( counting down now... hmm...

10 days till major essay

13 days till group tech assignment

25 more days to final folio submission...

31 more days to history exam

EXACTLY 1 MONTH.

what happens in the 'MONTH':

- 'disappearance' from uni if i don't need to be there [coz ppl hover around u when u work esp in archi]

- missing out on outings

- sleepless nights

- lost of weight

- crankiness

- wearing of more hobo clothes

- 75% of contant stare on the comp screen with stupid programs like CAD

- friends motivate me to continue even when i wanna give up... THX =) [oh well u noe who u are]

what i need to control for the month:

- spend less time blogging and facebooking

- stop dazing about what to do and get to it

- full focus on my work

hmmm.....i hate the 'MONTH' it's crap. but i have to do it. i'm gonna miss out on heaps i know it! sigh... but like i told yuvina...the thing i'll look toward to is that after the 'month' i'll be free...and shall plan an AWESOME holiday for all of them...=) and plus i'll bring mum out... to shop and stuff...since i'm so busy and i haven't been out with her since she came here....feel guilty =(

i hope even when all of them are busy... they'll still have time to suggest what to do in the break and i'll be the one to plan out the dates and stuff....=)

xoXo

P.S> hmm... we shall update the photos since the last time we took them in the library yuvina. but this time around we'll do it somewhere else....not in uni ok? wait till u finish exams...i hope u're looking forward to it as much as i am....=)

2008-05-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

A mum is a rose whose petals are soft.

A mum is a lily whose stem is tall & strong.

A mum is a person who is never wrong.

A mum is a person you should love forever.

Trust her, believe her & never doubt her.

Happy Mother's Day.

i love you mum always...

2008-05-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

its gonna be a hell of a month ahead of me...sigh....gotta keep reminding myself to hang in there...sounds stupid but me and emilie is reminding each other to hang in there...till this month's over...omg!!! 3rd yr ...is so stressful....this sem is crap...spent today pretty much doing uni stuff for monday...LOTS TO DO!!! argh!!!
oh well... gotta do loads of work. hmm...tm is mother's day and i got so much to do for uni....sigh...what i am to do for mum..? -.-
brian is so funny today...we were watching abit of Top Gear...hahaha...and it was fun..we were laughing at stuff....good times...hmmm....nick's gone to work...i bet he'll be watching it with us if he were home...=) had steak for dinner...mum made it...hahaha....
i'm glad u're ok yuvina....coz knowing that fact...just made my day. thx. *hugs

xoXo

2008-05-09T18:18:00.002+08:00

To a dearest friend that has always touch my heart;

You paint the colours in my life.

Never goes by a single day that I don't mention your name;

sharing the many adventures I share with you.

You mean the world to me;

I hope you know that.

My heart hurts to see you in times of despair and confusion.

In moments like these;

I've always vouch I'll be there for you and make your sorrows disappear.

I know I've failed you so many times;

and I'm truely sorry.

I'm not good with words but sometimes they're just all i have.

But please don't lose hope in me;

I want to be there for you always.

Let me be the one to take your sorrows and replace it with a smile;

for that's the biggest gift I've always wanted.

Would you believe;

I know your faces;

I know your smiles.

Each are different especially with different people around you.

These are the things that define who you are.

When you're sad and down;

I know too.

What hurts so much is that no matter how hard I try I can't do anything to take away your pain.

In times of these I feel so hopeless.

I constantly ask myself;

Why don't I know what to say or do for you just to feel that much better.

I feel so frustrated...

Please let me be who you are to me as I am to you;

Let me be a friend.

2008-05-09T15:48:00.001+08:00

steph i know u were trying hard to cheer me up... i guess this is dedicated to u..=) hmm...
xoxo steph!!

2008-05-09T14:03:00.002+08:00

man...today's such a crap day...i guess i shan't talk too much about it. =(

hmm... so glad that i have an understanding brother...when crap things happen he's still around. hmm...i guess that's why family is always the safer bet. i talked to him about it...and yar...he was nice about stuff...so ....much for hoping that today will be a better day....

FRIDAY STINKS!!!

2008-05-08T15:06:00.007+08:00

was reading gek teng's blog reminded me of secondary school... oh how i miss you guys...hmmm.... and feel i missed out on heaps especially with tim's and amy's bday. they sounded so great... if only i was around...=(

today...had another pretty productive studying time in the biolib. there was steph studying too but we sat separartely.... hahaha.... hmm... went to lunch at 1pm. as usual we wanted to go to boardway....me, erwin, anne and steph were walking there already...when i realised that erwin did not have his laptop bag with him.... so i asked him...he found out he had left it in Law library where he had his lecture...so he ran back to find his laptop... hahaha...the rest of us went to boardway... since mum's here...i don't have to buy food...she packs us lunch =) today's lunch menu is : rice with ayam pangang satan & asparagus with mince meat. haahaha.... ayam pangang satan btw its not devil's roasted chicken ok?!? hahahaha.... i called erwin to see if he wanted me to order his lunch for him first coz he has a class at 2. hahaha...loser...erwin....wants me to deliver the food to him...said he was at guild. hmm...i was a little bit in a dilemma...coz suddenly yuvina came and she was gonna have lunch... plus i was the one that asked her if she wanted to join for lunch...hmmm....i felt so bad...so sorry hey yuvina... i'm gonna give u something later...hahaha...i hope it'll make up for that...i hope u like the cupcakes...=)

hmm... so i had lunch outside guild with erwin. then he had to rush off for class... i waited there for steph and anne to go and get cupcakes...

just came back from sending the cupcakes to yuvina and erwin....and yesh...yuvina...i bet that u'll take 2 anyway...hahaha..whatever makes u happy...LOL!!! but i was suprised u took that one...hmmm...anyways...i'm back at the library after sending yuvina off...hope i get to cya tm... =) i'm so sorry about lunch.

xoXo

P.S.> good luck for ur BE exam yuvina!!! =)

2008-05-07T19:46:00.010+08:00

productive studying in the biolib today...yay!! busy doing my plans for my studio on autocad again...have to have A1 panels up on monday...busy busy busy...

had lunch at ref today...met steph with her friend Ming there and we joined them...me, erwin, nick, anne and garett... mum packed me lunch hehehe..=) told steph to guess what i had...she was like "i smell kim chee"... SO WRONG!! i don't understand how meat balls could smell like kim chee...LOL!!!

anyways... had a feeling to buy chocolates for yuvina when i was in the library... hmm... apparently according to Steph ...that yuvina was craving for some...oh well...such a coincidence... =)... steph saw yuvina walking pass guild area...and told me....that was when i was getting the chocolates...hahaha...told steph to hide them =P... anyways i almost freaking bang into someone when i chased yuvina....so stupid... hmm... gave yuvina the chocolate and the letter i wrote in the library eariler...i hope she liked it...hehehe....coz it was supposed to be a small surprise just to make her smile...=) spent like an hour in guild cafe with her...wasn't fantastic but it was good...she was eating my Malteasers...alone....until frans and olive came...hahaha...but they sat separately from us...she went to class at 2pm...afters...i went to biolib to continue with my work ...hahaha....came accross my friend's blog its so funny...talking about Sex and the City and all...showed steph and anne...it was entertaining...

went home with anne and nick at arnd 4.45pm...after going to Winthrop in guild to check out imac and stuff...btw...when i reached home i gave steph a call...that was so funny....coz...we were having a good chat then steph got cut off since she ran out of battery but according to her she didn't realise it and apparently she was talking to herself for sometime...LMAO!!!?!?!

=.= seriously steph....=.=

hmm...just finished helping mum wash up stuff after dinner... time to get back to work i guess...so tired staring at the comp screen bleh. but when i minimize everything i get to see the cool photo of the four of us...yuvina, steph, anne and me....=)

xoxo

2008-05-07T10:11:00.007+08:00

yesterday...hmm...ate lunch at boardway with yuvina and her friends...=) caught up with Andrea after so long...hahaha...it was good to catch up?!?! i bet i'll meet ur bf during the sem break huh?!?! hahaha...thats gonna be so funny...but yar...we'll catch up..i noe ur bday is coming up soon...sigh....can't do anything coz everyone is so busy... =( so sorry...steph, erwin, garett & nicholas ng joined me at lunch after yuvina and her friends left...hahaha...

as usual...steph was so kind to drop me to archi after lunch. =)

crits for the group project was quite ok..since both of the co-ordinators didn't have too much of a problem with the way we were presenting the work and the construction details. hmm...just have to move on and do the model with the dude...since the girl is doing the drawings...and both of us are better in the modelling part. 3 MORE WKS!!! of group work...

gym in the evening was fun... hahaha...anne joined in for the 1st time...was fun showing her arnd..=) as usual yuvina is so intense in gyming...=) ooo....so wanted to go to dinner with yuvina & jemmy yest night but mum's here...and yar Yuvina...i do have a curfew too....u're not the only one...bleh. typical mums.... but i did promise yuvina to take her to one of the resto on her list in the sem break when i have my car already. i hope that will make things up...=) since i'm busy now...=(

reached home....had dinner and then i read through the cemetery books for my essay....so much to read...but i did some notes yest. =)

xoXo

just a comtemplation:
Funny how we'll endure everything for the people that means so much to us. It may seem so minute in others eyes, but yet so different in mine. I want you to know what I feel but i guess time ain't the best for me yet. I'm waiting, hoping that with time I'll be able to have that courage to try. Meanwhile, I'll always be around.

2008-05-06T10:23:00.002+08:00

something happened at lunch yesterday it was so funny... we were at broadway as usual...there was me, jem, erwin, tze, garett and tze's friend. hahaha..met yuvina's fishy...hahahaha... yuvina u are lousy...btw...speaking of which u only introduced me after i talked first myself...tell me about it...whats the point of the introduction anymore....anyways...i did the usual thing...the 'awkward wave' it was so funny...coz he smiled and waved...i thought it was someone else...but there was no one...so i guessed it was me....=P bleh.

after lunch when we were walking back to biolib. there was a fire engine parked outside boardway. this is the convo then:

me:"omg?!? i smell something's burning....hmm??"

erwin:"hehehehe..."

me:"hmm....is it because i'm so hot that u're on fire?!?!"

erwin, pushing me to the corner:" i feel sick..."

omg i was wondering why he pushed me...hahahah...XD hahaha....

anyways... saw yuvina's new hair cut...oh...well...what do u want me to say...fringe definitely like a Goo-Goo Doll...hahaha...but it looks good....shrinks ur face size alot...=) oh well...honesty is the best policy in a friendship isn't it... hahaha...but it does look good =)

i met her and her fishy for introduction in the evening...bleh.... then she ditched me....so much for friends huh yuvina?!?!....THANKS ALOT...=Xxx

oOoO... erwin was angry with me yesterday...i felt so bad...=( hmm....so bad....err....shouldn't have done what it did...sigh....but i said sorry already...i hope its ok now...

today i'm studying in archi lib. doing auto cad stuff again...so sick of the programme already... i might be going to the gym later...i guess we'll see....hahahaha...

i'm so stressing out still everything's due one after the other...it's gonna be a hell of a month for me...*haiz..... it will only start being slightly better after the 6 june when i'll be only left with the history exam. anyways...back to work now. gonna have lunch with steph later...then i got class...i wonder what time.. they keep changing it. oh well...we'll see...

2008-05-05T11:14:00.002+08:00

didn't do much yesterday there is so much to catch up on my assignments...lots to do...lots to do. =( pretty much stayed at home.. doing Auto Cad drawings....getting so sick of that programme....argh....!!! lines and lines..... and remembering the commands. bleh.
went to church as usual in the evening...then to dinner...tried out this place in the city...italian food...it was ok....chilli mussels were quite hot....hahaha...nick and brian drank lots of water... at night we sent dad off... he's going off so fast but tts the way things are anyway...but coincidentally anne's dad is on the same plane again...seriously...i bet...they are like stalking each other....LOL..!! heard from dad that her dad was sitting in front of him on the plane...=) i wonder if it was awkward and all....hahaha
at the airport...nick is so stupid....coz when he was pushing the trolley and the lauggage dropped off it. hahaha it was so funny....as usual i just stood there to laugh...ooops....didn't help him....=X

hmm....gek and amy should be back from japan today..i wonder what they've been up to there...=) oh how i wish i went too...=( IM me on msn....we'll talk......and i need ur help gek on something.

Rui qin...yea u should come and visit....definitely can crash with me i think...hahaha...it'll be heaps of fun if u do....hmm....but will chris come with u too? hahaha...reminded me so much of secondary sch after u mentioned on facebook....hahaha...fun times....=) so much of high school drama....=P

hmm...i better get back to my work...need to do them fast...!!! omg...time's passing so fast...i hope i do well this sem.... hmmm.....in biolib now...and loser erwin is sitting behind me....bleh...hahaha...he posted on facebook i can't use plastic fork and spoon....
FYI: I SO CAN!!!

i might see yuvina later...i wonder what ur hair will be like...hahaha....nick did say something about it....oh well we'll see....hahahahahha =Xxx and yay!!! going home with steph today...can tell her the things she'd miss....=)

xoxo

2008-05-04T12:30:00.008+08:00

friday is usually one of the better days coz i get to spend lunch with yuvina but not anymore...hmm...but its ok... i'm gonna be busy in the later weeks with all my assignments being due....soon... but i promise i'll spend like lots of time with them during the holidays...=) i'll plan things out...esp when they're having exams...hehehe...can't wait to go to sydney eventho its only with nick and brian...but i bet it'll be fun.... we usually have fun anyways...and i haven't been there. friday...hmm...trying to remember what i did....oh yar...bleh i had grp meeting again...man!! this group meeting thing is gonna last till the 26 may....where the last part is due....sigh....lots to do till then tho. hmm....hahaha...the other girl actually spoke up to me...this time round..coz the dude was late and hmm...he was the one always complaining about how things sho b done and he's not there...hahahha....we were bitching about it for a bit...hahahaha.....then yar...she'd just found out that i was the one that changed the line weight the other time when he slept...bleh..!!! she seemed shocked..but i tot she knew...oh well..hahahha....

BIG NEWS!!!! dad got me a car on friday!!! YAY!! a Mitsubitshi Colt...hahaha....choose the colour...deep blue...but it'll only be ready in about 2 -3 wks....hahaha...but....shh....better not let that dude in my grp find out...if not.....like Erwin said in the cinema he'll not let me go home...bahahahha LOL!!! the salesman that served me served jemmy last time in Burswood Honda.....Patrick....that was funny tho....so coincidental!!! oh well...small world after all...=) after the car thingy we went to Freo for some good old fish and chips...mum was craving for it anyways....sadly nick couldn't join us he was at work...but i called him once i got the car....=)

SATURDAY...

didn't do much in the day....but we all went out to Jemmy's bday dinner at night...was at Hawkers in northbridge...hahaha....was the FASTEST bday dinner i've been too..anyways...if anyone wants a quick dinner meeting...they sho ask jemmy to arrange it....hahahha LOL!!! but it was good....my parents and yuvina's mum was there too...hmm....wierd ain't it just met jemmy 2 yrs ago and yuvina last yr...but her parents like know my parents....hmmm...i better be on good behaviour infront of her mum...=P hahaha....still remember how embarrassed i was when my head banged into her dad's belly on yuvina's bday dinner...that was SUPER embarrassing...OMG!!! anyways...fun times....

after dinner the parents went home... my parents sent tante Vivi home too...i hope my dad didn't get lost....like how yuvina made steph drive for freaking 2 hrs on the freeway to get her home...hahhaha...joking2.....jemmy, erwin, kevin and garett went off first...to uni...to play Counter Strike...hahaha..then they went to the cinema first to get tix for us all..meanwhile me, nick, brian and yuvina hanged arnd in the city waiting for anne... ended up singing Ktv at utopia...hehehe.... tt was only becoz yuvina was dying to sing...hahaha....hey yuvina the next we go u better know how to sing an indo song properly ok?? hahahah.... but it was good...its just like having my family during ktv...since yuvina is my sis....hahaha....=) only spent an hour in ktv tho...then we went to pick up anne and i saw anthony...hahaha...he sho come along next time...'hong jie jie' will bring him out...hahaha...don't be jealous ok yuvina coz he remembers me and not u....LOL!! watched Iron Man....it was so good....everything was great on saturday....but yar....was just waiting for something to happen...well u sho noe yuvina....hmmm....disappointingly it didn't....sigh....REJECTED!!! bleh. don't even noe y i bothered trying yest. =(
我會努力變成屬於你,不管四季變化我的心意不隱藏.

Steph i know u're MIA yest but it's ok....come out next time yea....esp when i have my car....lets all go out us girls ok?

xoxoX... i love u all =)

2008-05-04T11:31:00.004+08:00

I constantly contemplate how fortunate I am to be surrounded by all these people that care about me. I try so hard everytime to bring my best to them. My burdens are my weight to carry. It saddens me to actually see any of them hurt or upset with my problems. It is difficult to bear at times but their smile on the faces just sometimes seemed to be the most important part of my life; a feeling no one can ever replace. Nothing saddens me more than to see these people sad or upset. That is how valuable they are to me. I'd give all that I have with no second thoughts just to see a glimpse of a smile on their faces. Though at times i find myself alone, carrying all of my own burdens, I try hard to keep it within me. Prayers is all i have in these times of hardship and as i fall on my knees i look to God for the strength to carry on. Many people says sharing is the key to all relationships and nobody can survive alone in this harsh world. I never did beg to differ, for what i am is what i chose to be.

But as I start to learn in the path of wisdom, I know i can't always carry on like this for the rest of my life; to compromise my own happiness for the sake of others. I know I'd change with time; to start to share with them and open my heart to let them in. It is a crucial step but i hope its for the better. My only fear is that the change will change their very perception of me and who I truely am. No matter what happens I promise I will always devote myself and all that i am to them for they are the reason i live.

2008-05-01T21:58:00.006+08:00

cookies....yuvina made cookies.....yay!! i got 2. =p...hmmm 1 soft and the other harder one. the harder one is better....hehehehe

anyway i bought a HUMAN today...hahahaha....on sale item some more....for $11.95 ...i bought Erwin ....yay!!! but bcoz i was nice i paid extra for him....like freaking $20...bought him at biolib....it was legal transaction since when i brought him out the security thing didn't beep...LOL!!! hahahaha.....i have proof of purchase too....got the price tag and the receipt =).....hahahaha then i brought my new human to lunch in ref...hahahaha.... omg...i was broke but...i wanted to buy him so much i borrowed money from steph...hahahahha

>i bet steph wants to steal my purchase....look at her face!!

almost forgot i injected anne in the ref today....remember steph?...with kooties..!!! hahahahha...so funny....she didn't know....until i showed her the 'syringe'.?!??!

hmm... haven't been to gym that long... was so tiring today...=P.... omg...but afters we went to Ipoh House to eat. mum, dad and nick was there first....and then we came after gym. hahaha....dinner was good....

YESTERDAY's POST

wednesday....awww.....emilie was sick...poor thing....i hope she'll get well soon!!! =)
oh yar...i was busy delivering the pastry thingy around...hahaha.....met yuvina at the oval to give her hers....steph at P21 in the morning...and jemmy and erwin in the bio lib....hehehehe...i hoped u guys liked it.....coz i love them....they taste so GOOD!!!
went home early like...reached home at 2ish.....=)...then we went to check out cars...YAY!!
i went to test drive 2 cars....Mazda 2 and the Mitsubitshi Colt....hehehehe....manual.....=) had fun there.....then it was 8pm .....that was a late dinner....at Ciao Italia....dad likes to eat there...so yar...since he's here....we went.

PS. things have been quite frustrating...argh!!! hmm....just hanging on as i can...=(

2008-04-29T20:14:00.004+08:00

group work at 9am... omg!!! haiz.... anyways he didn't come in for grp work....so it was me with the other member tts it... hmm....i only he could be tt flexible with me like to himself!!>.< oh well....CONSTRUCTION DETAILS!!! driving me nuts... bolts and screws.... seriously....SAVE ME~~!!!! kept looking at the clock couldn't wait till 12.30....hahahhaha

HIGHLIGHT of the DAY!!!
lunch with MISS YUVINA MAILOA ahahahha.....so funny.....chilliz was so full....and she was already waiting outside chilliz like a hobo for me...lol!!! *joking......=P went to Dome instead....sat at a freaking corner that she pick..... it was like so concealed that even the waiter had to look for our table number for awhile....HAHAHAHA.... but yesh!!! it was the best one and the half hour of the day...bleh....hahahahha....remember the things i tell u....yuvina oki? hahahah....funny.....fun times... =) long since we really talked....but like i told u....its mostly worth the wait....=) i love my lil sis!!! =P
after my tute i saw yuvina's friend i can never remember her name....i think it's Leela or smtg....but....yar....told her how the course is runned and all....since she's worried about it...=).... hahahha then i saw SAM SAM and he said Steph's in the lib too.....hahaha...STEPH!!!! YAY!!! update again....on usual.....stuff....hehehehe...then nick called.... time to go home...

key note today
1. jonny should stop being an ass....and say that i'm going out with some dude... which he clearly has no idea what he's talking about.
2. the diff of "being more than friends" and " i like u" (the context of language)
3. steph has lame predictions....(remember this happened yest)
4. sam sam tried to walk pass me without saying hi. hahahaha!
5. tech assignment due date is extended to the 26 may..!!! YAY...buy me more time....=) but the weeks are gonna be so busy....but not to worry i'll still fit my friends in....=P

2008-04-28T21:20:00.003+08:00

*design concept painting

2008-04-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

omg feel so sick atm...headache...bleh.... =(
today...spent my whole day in biolibrary. it was good...away from archi for abit....=) hmm....plus i had company....erwin was there...and then anne came and we had lunch....=) then i waited for steph till 4ish. yay!! steph....hahahha....chit-chat in the car as usual was so good...hahahaha...!!! remember steph....my first hint?!?!? hahahaha.....=P
hmmm...... was looking thru was was going to be due thru the sem!!! omg!!! everything is clumped together!!! and they are freaking huge projects!!! STRESS!!!
wk 10- monday 12 may full set design draft for panel...(jury & engineers)
wk 10- friday 16 may full scale tech model and detailed drawings (50%)
wk 11- friday 23 may major history essay (50%)
wk 13- friday 6 june final folio (70%)
study break- friday 13 june history exam (30%)
bleh....assignments!!! so much work!!!! plus so much construction detailing this sem...it's driving me crazy!!!
oh well....better get to it....crap gotta meet up with the group again tm.... but on the brighter side i'm gonna see miss yuvina at 12.30!! YAY!!!! =)
PS: i hope that dude don't freaking spy on me again......-.-

2008-04-27T20:08:00.005+08:00

hmm....yesterday was such a bad day...i guess it pulled on to today too...=(

oh well....i guess its stress building up... but i did stumble upon a photo of Nick last time and other family photos....they were so funny....even nick a brian were laughing.....but nick made me promise not to post it or show it.....loser!!! its so FUNNY tho....omg....that was constant laugh for about 5 mins.... XD but yar.... ooo....love my 2 brothers....can be so annoying at times.... but i do love them.....like err......so much!!! always wanted a sister...but i guess mum...didn't have one...hahaha....but yuvina's pretty much my sis now rite? =) i want steph to be my jie jie....but she keeps rejecting me....y? steph y? but with it all, i do feel lucky i have these people and the others...u should know who u are...around me i guess it's what makes living life that much more fulfilling... be it they are here or far away overseas... i guess for this i'll always be truely blessed. For those that i care for...i'll always give u all that i am. U guys are my everything.

stayed home pretty much the whole day today and yesterday...at least i did get to spend sometime with mum.... =) feel so guilty not spending enough time with her...but i reckon she understands i'm so busy with work and stuff... sigh... dad's coming soon!!! yay!!! (increases my chances of getting a car...=P) hehehehe.....he's coming on tuesday night....hehehehehe....!!

hmmm.....Amy & Gek is off having their holiday in JAPAN....so hoped i could be gone with them!!! argh!!! but i bet they're having fun!!! hahahaha....

2008-04-26T16:16:00.008+08:00

i love u guys!!! XOXO!!! i want to kidnap u all!! =P

BACK ENTERIES...
haven't been blogging for the past 2 days...hmm...

Steph's bday dinner
24 apr at Hogs Breath Northbridge.
hahaha....a great time!!! look at the photos in facebook...i reckon it says it all...=) had a great chat with Yuvina too....hahahaha....it was all good!!! till it was time to go home....oh well...but yea...check out the photos!!! XD

Studying in Uni MCL yesterday.
this was a funny thing esp the part when yuvina keeps smsing me...hahahah...good times....hahaha.....poor steph was MIA...but i updated her on the phone...YAY!!! coming to uni...hmm....reason is a *secret....bahahahaha.....*censored again...hahaha...but it was good... mum let me eat dinner out on that day.....=) oh well...afters... went to catch a movie....'Street King' so long since everyone came out together....usually a few will be missing...but yesterday was good...even yuvina made it =).... and yuvina's mum made us 'Crocket' an indo pastry....ate it only this morning...but it was good....

uni's gonna be starting soon!! argh!!! gonna be so busy again....this sem seriously stinks...i reckon ikumi made the best in going exchange this sem....!!! can't wait till the semester break when i can spend more time with the rest of my friends =)... miss those times we had last yr...

xoxo...
PS. shout out to GBC clan...hahaha...i love u guys to bits!!!=P

2008-04-26T14:30:00.004+08:00

我知道你不敢看我脸上那个勉强的笑
因为你能看穿我厚重的礼貌
咖啡的味道
不需要品尝我就能够明了
没有加糖一整个苦到脚

我知道你也会向朋友们探听我的消息
就好像我总好奇现在谁陪你
留点距离默默的关心却那么像逃避
面对你我没有勇气
如果说很想你代表说遗憾占据太多比例
我应该常提醒自己寂寞很轻

2008-04-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

steph enjoying her mocha chiller. =P
today wasn't the best of days i reckon. sigh... the group assignment is really getting on my nerve and pissing me off...!!! omg!!! the comp servers in archi lab went down at about 1pm... and i couldn't log on. hmm... that dude wanted me to hang around until the server goes up again. hmm...i couldn't be stuffed... he was late today...so late.... for group work only came when the servers just came down... i was there at 10am. what a loser!!! anyways i can't be stuffed what he thinks i just freaking went home. he was pissy about it....but who cares....today i just couldn't stand him no more....i just walked off....HAHAHAHAHA...!!! i noe its evil....(but yuvina u sho noe whats he like u've seen him!!)
anyways...i went off with steph....but we went to the city first....to pick up sam sam's stuff....hmmm....it wasn't ready so we got to hang arnd city for an hour plus abit..... went to gloria jeans and chatted...it was good!!! glad i left the lab. =) hmmm then got a call from yuvina....i bet she is so psyched about the Fresher event she's going to....she must be at it now. =)
err.... altho it hasn't been a great day....just try to make the best out of it i reckon. hmm.... and plus i still need to go to uni to continue the freaking grp work tm. bleh! but i have steph's bday dinner at night so. yay!! that sho bring my mood up a little!!! hahahahah

2008-04-23T00:01:00.008+08:00

Gelare...
topics at gelare:
- how to tell age from the neck
- steph going to india and staying in a village
- steph asking me to go to Mount Kinabalu
- steph and wei zhen's waffle came the wrong size and 1 reg waffle was given on the house =)
- anne and her stubby finger when she does the "shhh" action
- marriage and career...hahaha
- my secret with steph....(*censored)

- how singaporeans and hong kees talk in a presentation

pretty much the topics we talked about in gelare...there was steph, anne, sarah, wei zhen, my brother and me. btw ppl who are MIA.....errr....too bad....hahahhahaha...(just joking =P)

photos:

PS> group work as usual was so crap. i think the dude should get a life and stop screwing with mine!!! hahahaha =)

2008-04-21T20:16:00.004+08:00

had an early morning at uni again. oh well was doing group work on superstructures of the winery....argh!!! maths. bleh =P anyways was still on happy mode since the chat on the phone last night with yuvina...hahahah...."secret"....so fun.....so long since we've chatted like that...its good!!!

oooo...was doing group the whole day.... from 10am to 5.30pm. i was checking facebook and then got told off by my grp member...OMG!!! seriously!!! i was pretty much doing most of the calculations!!! duh! kept nudging me.... then when yuvina called in the afternoon....kept telling me to hang up....PISS OFF!!! omg!! hahahaha but i couldn't be stuffed.... was still in happy mode...and nothing was gonna affect me anyways...

highlight of the day was when steph came and then yuvina came by too....then after my freaking grp work....which i managed to get off....i went to chilliz to join them again...since yuvina was hungry steph went earlier with her to accompany her to eat!!! hahahaha EAT>.<

omg...chatted again...oooo....hot topics too....yay!!! but err.....'secret'...

then steph sent me home....so sweet...hahahha....we had our own chat without yuvina...( don't be jealous ok yuvina i'll update u later...promise =) then steph took a detour to allow ur convo to last longer....we went by Leach hwy today...the freaking longer route....oh well.....it was a juicy topic...

hmm....home now...got to freaking type my calculations out...hmmm....then i'll update yuvina on the chat in the car...hehehehe

xoxo to steph and yuvina!! =)

2008-04-20T20:22:00.005+08:00

proposed winery design of my technology project

Sunday... finally an off day from uni!!! hahaha... first time going out with mum since she's been here...feel so bad for that... anyways wanted to eat at Golden Century as usual but its closed =(

so went to the second better one....Joy Garden. freaking long queue. and kept meeting ppl i noe like from high sch and archi. hahaha....plus i wasn't approached by my friend but her mum....seriously...am i that good with parents why all of them remember me!!!! hahahaha

then went to Emma Seafood to do some groceries. then wanted to see if i could meet yuvina in the city...but i bet she was at some party coz she didn't pick up her phone...hahhahaha...!!

ooo....i was writting up my specs for the desktop i want....omg i found out the video card the uni used that i was trying to match freaking cost US$800...how exp. oh well...i emailed dad...just waiting for his reply....('.')

hahaha...i wonder if he'll kill me....

off to church...brian got to drive the accord euro today...hahaha....then he had a road rage with a freaking green lancer....the driver was definately a typical hong kong kid. hahahha the way they drive!!! then in church had to bring the gifts to the alter....oooo.....felt so holy and honoured!!! met cebi and olive there...then as usual back home...to err.....SLACK...abit then do freaking uni work!!!

but today is a GOOD day!!! had a great morning!!! =)

In uni on sat =(

2008-04-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

bleh! uni on a saturday!!! sigh...plus it freaking group work...

ooo...got to uni really late for my group meeting...hahahaha...it was like 1 hr late... hitched a ride from Erwin =P The assignment is so boring...assigning loads (dead, live and wind loads on structure members to see if it can support and not collaspe) seriously...what are engineers for....HAHAHAHA!!! anyways....so much calculations and as usual.... i was cracking my head for it. coz they kept getting it wrong.... MATHS!!! but it was alrite...coz i got it right in the end. yay!!!

luckily mum prepared lunch for me today...so could have my alone time eating in the lab while they went to get food...hehehehe.... and Erwin got free lunch too from my mom...i wonder if he thinks its yummy??? he BETTER...since its free....(joking =p)....

looking for you....ms yuvina wonder what she's up to. oh well....

thinking of what i can do this coming friday?? want to go out with the GBC clan!!! hmmm.....plan what.....ooo....gonna dream about that tonight....heee...

> ooo....!!! so want to post the events that happen earlier this yr the good ones....when err.....i have time.

2008-04-18T19:52:00.010+08:00

ah... haven't actually spent time with Ms Jovina for awhile till today. She's the busiest person I know!! LOL!! anyways it was good... not fanatasic but yeah...i'll settle for it...better then nothing. Gotta be the one waiting everytime...but i reckon it's worth it. sigh... she's my younger sis anyway.

uni is crap this sem... so annoyed with group work too. Just doing what i can to hang in there i reckon. bleh.

Fun Fact:

Anne Hou loves small bananas...!!! LMAO!!!

Erwin a.k.a Honey bear was loney this morning. Because Anne completely ignored him when i was talking to Yuvina. So we pitied him and brought him into our convo. He was eavesdropping from the beginning anyways. =P

Steph is MIA today. But yesterday she she asked me something wierd. Steph:" Do you Broom your house?" (what's the context of this sentence anyway?)

Jemmy is just plain GAY with a turtle-neck sweater!!

Adaptation

2008-04-18T19:15:00.010+08:00

(photo: cape lavender 2007 down south trip)

Emotions are so complicated at times. Sometimes we just hope to change for the better and hope that we make the right decisions. At the end of it no one can really change who they are or where they come from; we adapt. It's never easy to find a place so peaceful in ones own heart, but when found its ever so worth it. To be in control of everything seems so easy yet it is so hard to attain. It's frustrating at times why we let such minute details affect our very well being. And how foolish of us to let it happen. Makes us wonder the very being of us free from such confusion. But i guess nothing in this world is yet that simple.